16 Teeth and Father's day

Munchkin has all 16 teeth! She has slept in till 9:30 since the last one cut a few days ago. It's stange since usually she is up around 7am. I'm not complaining though, for all I know this sleeping in thing won't last so I better enjoy it.
She is starting to talk more finally, she now says baby, papa, baba, hi, bye, apoom (thank you). And she says these things consistently. I know it's not a lot of words for an 18 months old, but her being spoken to in 3 languages probably causes some confusion. The poor kid probably wonders which language we expect her to talk back to us in haha. I love hearing her say actual words, it's so cute. She is also getting more clever in planning her "no no's". She's figured out if she pulls up the little chair to my parents' tall bed then she can get on. She also always wants to hold her 2 months old cousin, and while cute it's not always helpful. I'm glad that she likes her cousin though because come August we'll be spending every day with our little cousin, because I'll be watching her while my sister goes back to work. I think everyone is questioning whether or not I can handle 2 small kids. I'm pretty confident about it. I love baby wearing and Sophie will only be 4 months when I start to watch her so I know I can wear her easily. I still wear Penni occasionally and have a variety of carriers to help me out with that. I've already converted my big stroller to a double to accommodate both kiddos too. I know there will be rough days and maybe even days when I'll question my own capabilities, but I know I can do it. I've always enjoyed being with children so I'm really not very worried. I'm pretty excited actually. Maybe it'll show my husband that I can handle 2 kids haha.

On a different note it's Father's day in 2 days. David wasn't here for mother's day so I'm glad that we'll at least be able to spend father's day as a family. He is such a good daddy to Penni, he loves her so much. He also talks to her in Polish which I think is pretty cute and funny, and I'm surprised every time that she responds to him or follows what he asks her to do. I always tell him that she has no idea what he is saying to her because he talks funny. He knows I'm kidding, but I still enjoy it. I'm very happy and lucky that he is such a good and attentive daddy, he even woke up early with her this week so I can get some sleep. Now that was fabulous.

I'm trying to get an etsy shop up and running, well I haven't actually started one yet, I'm first trying to make a few things so I can have some inventory right away. I was very excited about it when I first got the idea to do this, but the closer I get to actually doing it I get nervous and intimidated. But today we went to Joan's and I'm excited once again. Every time I go there I think of new and or different things I can make and I get excited. I need to go to Michaels to get some more supplies that Joan's doesn't carry. I really hope that people will like and buy the things I'll make. I also really want to take some classes to get better at sewing. So far I've taught myself, and I'm doing alright but I'm sure there is plenty of things that I don't know about and that will make my life easier. So maybe that's what I'll do with my "income" once (if ever) there is any.

And here are some pics of my big 1.5 year old girl
here she is in an apron I made her, happy as can be and decided that the apron is nose picking worthy lol



She wants so badly to jump but can't figure out quite yet how to make her feet leave the surface that they are on.



she loves her doggy


and she loves eating sorbet on a hot day while sitting on the swing on the patio.


She now has enough hair for a pony tail! Now if I can only figure out a way to get her to let it stay there that would be fantastic!

18 months old

My baby is 18 months old today. Time flies, I love watching her grow and learn new things, new skills, new words, new ways to get mom to do what she wants lol. I always hear people say how they miss their babies when they were little and how they are sad they are growing up so fast, but I don't really feel that way. I'm excited for every little new thing and milestone, not to say that the other moms don't get excited, I know they do! Maybe it has something to do the rough start she had, and one day I'll tell her story. But not yet, I'm not ready. She is perfect now, she is healthy and growing and developing just as she should and for that I'm eternally grateful. She is the best surprise that I've ever got, and yes she was a surprise, and what a fabulous surprise it turned out to be.
I remember when I thought that I might be pregnant, It was the end of March. I was going to buy a pregnancy test and draw the other line in to play a joke on my husband and tell him that I'm pregnant. I shared these plans of mine with a good friend and she said "well you better first make sure you aren't pregnant" ha! Little did I know! The next few days I kept arguing with David and had non stop headaches, we ended up getting into an argument right before April 1st so I never did the joke. But did buy some tests to pee on because I was suspecting something was off, I wasn't keeping track of my periods but I was pretty sure it was about a week or so late. So the morning of the 3rd I believe I peed on a stick and within seconds the positive line showed up. I freaked a little. I've never taken a pregnancy test before, and when the results line showed up significantly lighter than the test line I thought maybe I wasn't pregnant after all. How silly of me. I googled it and realized that I indeed was knocked up. Next time I had to pee I took another test and once again it came up positive. David was still sleeping, so I put both of the tests on his night stand and took the dog out. I came back in and he was already in the shower and didn't notice the tests. I waited for him in the room, when he got out I didn't say anything. Eventually he came over to his night stand to get something and saw the tests. He said "what's this?" I said something like, what do you think it is. He says "it means you are not pregnant, right?" I said, sure honey. He knew exactly what it meant. He stared at it for a while, then said maybe you should take another one just to be sure, I said I already took 2! But I did buy a pack of 4 so the next day I took the other 2 just because I had them. That same day I got nausea from hell, and since now I knew that I was pregnant I stopped taking excedrin which has been my miracle drug for the awful headaches. I spent that day being sick and miserable. And that was the start of our munchkin's life. And now she is 18 months old. How time flies. She is amazing, I'm so grateful and blessed, I love her to pieces and couldn't imagine life being any different. I'm so glad that test was positive!

I'd add a picture, or a few, but photobucket is being moody right now. So just words, of appreciation for my miracle that is my daughter (it still feels surreal to say that I have a daughter, 18 months later it's still unbelievable). I love you my little Penelope.